Well, we got there in the end.
Close to three years skipping down the yellow brick road with a changing cast of faces to accompany us along the way, and we’ve finally hit our destination.
Today, December 20th, 2011, marks the moment when, after a week of early access for some, every Beskar member now has access to enter The Old Republic.
For me, this is the end of something. Primarily, it’s the end of running a guild for a long time without a game to play which, I can assure you, is no easy thing.
So it’s actually in a slightly wistful mood that I write these words, standing here at the divide between what Beskar has been so far, and what it is to become.
Looking back over three years, this guild has given me everything from great pleasure, to great pain. It’s shown me the best in people. And the worst. There are moments I wish I could purge from my memory entirely. There are moments I cherish wholeheartedly.
But that’s life, isn’t it? You take the good with the bad. You accept that things won’t always stay the same. You learn that some people, even good friends, don’t stay consistent over time. You relish the growth you see in others as they become better mates.
Looking forward, who’s to say where it will all go? Most of us have played TOR in beta and have decided that it’s a game worth our time in the months, and years, ahead. But by what method will we proceed? What will Beskar evolve into, over time?
That’s for the future to help us work out. It’s exciting to see where it will take us.
I want to thank my beautiful wife Leo for all her support behind the scenes. Even when I have been at my lowest ebb, whether through exhaustion or pain (or a combination of the two), she has been there for me so that most of my struggles have been ‘off-camera’. She has been the one to keep me sane through this whole adventure.
I also want to thank the membership of Beskar, past and present, for helping to carry the load along the way. From those guys and gals who joined us in December 2008 and helped carry the guild in its early months, through to the people who have joined only in the past couple of weeks and who now help shoulder the weight. Thank you.
Beskarians, TOR is finally here for everyone. Jump in. This is YOUR day. I will see you in there.
– blur
PS: By the way, where are all those self-appointed TOR forum philosophers who regularly told me over the last three years that, “pre-launch guilds never make it to the live game…”? *Chuckle*